The Saga of Miles Forrest

Foolish people refuse to work and almost starve.  They feel it is better to be lazy and barely survive than to work hard…”  –Ecclesiastes 4:5-6 (NLT)

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     As I approached McGinnis, he was trying to sit up.  He was bleeding in several places on the left side of his body.  I couldn’t tell how serious any of them were, but I saw that he still had enough life to raise his gun.  I was close to him, so I swatted his wrist knocking the gun from his hand.
     “McGinnis, you’re under arrest for murder of law enforcement officers and the attempted murder of Sheriff Gold,” I bent over telling him.  “Your days in Silverton are through.”
     There was a sneer on his face.  In all my years as a lawman, I never have figured out why some people want to meet their Maker with a sneer on their face and hate in their heart.
     I heard the steps of a man approach so I stood to face him.  “Uh, Marshal, yur bleedin’,” he muttered then added, “Doc’s here checkin’ on the man who was wounded from the bullet fired by the Kid.”
     Two things happened, the first was that I began to feel the pain in the top of my left arm and I noticed a man cowering over in the corner.  He was the other man sitting at the table.  Thank the good Lord, my foolishness didn’t cause me to get shot by him.  Fortunately his cowardness left me unharmed.  I walked toward the man, who was holding his arms in the air as he sat on the floor.
     “Get up!” I ordered.
     “I’m not part of McGinnis’ crowd,” he whimpered in fear.  “I was just sitting with him having a drink.”
     “Get up and sit over here where I can watch you better,” I said again.  He hesitated so I lifted the Greener which caused him to move quite rapidly toward the chair by the table.  “Sit there!”
     From the center of the room, I saw a man grab the doctor by the sleeve of his jacket and pull him in my direction.  He came to me, looked at my arm, when I stopped him.  “Better check on McGinnis first, this’ll keep.”
     He grunted, then stooped to where McGinnis lay on the floor.  I heard a groan when Doc began to remove his clothing.  “Bring me a couple of lamps so I can see better!”
     The man who brought Doc over went to the back of the bar where there were a couple of lamps on the counter bringing them over to the table.  “Sit them there, then a couple of you men lift him onto the table.  I can’t see down here on the floor.”
     There was a yell from McGinnis as he was lifted, then quiet.  He had passed out, which was probably good for him as Doc had to remove his clothing from his left side which was covered in blood.  “I’ll have to operate here, he’s in too bad a condition to move him down to my office,” he said to no one in particular.  He then looked over to the bar and asked, “Where’s the bartender?  I need some hot water.”
     There was no answer, so I volunteered, “I reckon he’s dead.”  
     The Doc looked at me in disbelief, then barked, “I need someone to get hot water for me!”
     I looked at a man, “You mind helpin’ out?  See what you can do in the back.”
     While the doctor was discarding McGinnis’ clothing, I saw him glance at the other man on the floor.  With a shake of his head he turned his attention back to McGinnis.  The man brought a bucket of water from the back.  “It’s not hot Doc, but it’s all I could find.”
     The Doc gave out a grunt, took some bandages from his bag and began to wipe away the blood from McGinnis.  “Why he has two, no three holes in him,” he muttered.  “Buckshot.  If they haven’t penetrated too deeply he should pull through.”
     I began to feel the sting on my shoulder.  I looked over at it, but couldn’t see anything with my jacket and shirt on except that it was covered with blood.  I didn’t think there was anything serious.  While the Doc was working on McGinnis, I went over to the man I had placed at the table next to where Doc was working.  “You got a name?”
     He spluttered, “Smith, John Smith”
     “You want to play games, go ahead, but do you realize how many John Smiths I have encountered over the years?  Now, if you want to get serious, tell me your name, if not I’ll put these cuffs on you.”
     He looked at me with a crazed glare…

Echoes From the Campfire

The darkness shall never overtake me, but there is little light in my life.”

                    –D.C. Adkisson  (Return From Tincup)

        “Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully.”

                    –1 Peter 5:7  (Amplified)

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One of my favorite hymns is “Never Alone.”  God has promised that He would never leave us alone.  That takes us to Psalm 142, written by David when he was hiding in a cave.  George Wood states, “The kind of cave you’re in often determines the tone of the prayer you pray.”  David was in depression, deep anxiety and utterly desperate.  Was God even there?  Know this–we are never isolated from God!  Let’s look at David’s experience while at the cave of Adullam.

          1 — I cry out to the LORD with my voice; with my voice to the LORD I make my supplication.
          2 — I pour out my complaint before Him; I declare before Him my trouble.
          3 — When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then You knew my path.  In the way in which I walk they have secretly set a snare for me.
          4 — Look on my right hand and see, for there is no one who acknowledges me; refuge has failed me; no one cares for my soul.
          5 — I cried out to You, O LORD; I said, “You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.
          6 — Attend to my cry, for I am brought very low; deliver me from my persecutors, for they are stronger than I.
          7 — Bring my soul out of prison, that I may praise Your name; the righteous shall surround me, for You shall deal bountifully with me.”  (NKJV)

     David, with his crushed soul, is crying out to God for help.  By himself, chased, distressed, David cries out.  He cries out to the all-powerful, self-sufficient One who alone can help him.  The isolation of the cave, maybe with intense darkness, David declares that he is in dire need of intervention from the Lord.  He was trapped in darkness, if he leaves the darkness of the cave, his enemies are waiting for him.  What a quandary!
     In the darkness of life’s episodes we can’t see, but God can.  In the midst of trials when the weight is overwhelming God is there and knows our situation.  Know this friend, God knows the path you are on, He knows the plight you are in, and in fact He is the director of your way.  David does realize that God knows his path but then falls back into despair–woe is me, no one cares for my soul.  Which one wins out?  Does despair overtake you, or do you see the hand of God?
     David is in a weakened state, physically, mentally, and spiritually.  He knows his current weakness, but he also knows that God is there–God will surround him, give him comfort and bring him out.  God knows our weakness and is there to lift us up in whatever kind of cave we may find ourselves.  Notice that David ends this psalm with a declaration of faith.  Even in times of utter darkness, he finds an inner light to help him–faith is that light.  Sometimes God allows new troubles to come our way so that we can throw ourselves on God in new, desperate ways.  There is a song that says, “I’m desperate for You.”  I have often wondered if we really are desperate for God.  What would happen if God would put us in a desperate situation?  Would we lose hope and become bitter and give up in defeat?  Or would we look up to God?  Steven Lawson says that “Desperate times produce desperate prayers.”  In desperate times it is imperative that we keep our mind focused on the Lord.

          “There may be days of darkness and distress,

          When sin has power to tempt, and care to press;

          Yet in the darkest day I will not fear,

          For ‘mid the shadows, Thou wilt still be near.”

                   –Henry Leigh

Coffee Percs

He ate his sandwich, drank his coffee, and then poured a new cup and tied into the apple pie.” 

                    –Louis L’Amour  (Borden Chantry)
 
Good mornin’ to yuh, Pard.  My, my what a pretty mornin’ an’ yuh look all chipper this mornin’.  Pie?  None around this house, has been, might be some more later.  There is a mini-pie in the freezer, apricot, but it wouldn’t come close to satisfyin’ yur tonsils.  I will tell yuh that I had an apple pie instead of cake for my birthday, along with a chocolate pie.  It sure made the ol’ gizzard happy, with plenty of coffee to help it settle.  
     Sure had loads of thoughts flittin’ through my ol’ noggin this past week an’ reckon they all done flitted out my ears or somethin’.  Sure can’t think of them now.  Pard, goin’ to have to start writin’ them down, but usually they come to me while I’m ridin’ or tryin’ to sleep.  Say, how’s that coffee?  One of my presents from the wife from New Guinea.  Sure does hit the spot.
     Speakin’ of the wife, I recall the words of that ol’ puncher from the Wild Horse Desert, Bobby Cavazos.  He sure hit Annie right on the spot, “She’s a remarkable woman like my grandmother. They’re made of something that no modern woman has—steel.”  Too many women out there today do more than the thoughts in my brain, they flit from one place to another, wantin’ this an’ that.  My gal, knows how to make a good life for her family.  She can keep a smile on my face.  Apple pie, why sure ‘nough, there’s none to compare to hers!
     What!  I don’t smile.  Why, Pard, I’m smilin’ all the time.  Just look into the eyes an’ if’n yuh can’t see a smile yur blind.  Plus the wife and the Lord puts the joy down in my heart and soul.  Listen, if’n I’m anything in this life it’s ’cause of the two of them workin’ on me.  The Lord sure fixed me up right when he allowed me to rope that gal!  She makes sure my cinch is tight.
     So, Pard, if’n yuh have a mind to, wear a white carnation tomorrow.  That is if’n yuh happen to have one.  My Mom and the rest of those who helped raised me are gone on up to be with the Lord, but I’ll sure be flittin’ several memories of them through my mind.  Yuh be havin’ a wonderful day and week.
      Vaya con Dios.

 

Echoes From the Campfire

Can’t ignore it [past]; can’t forget it. What you can do is move beyond it.”
                    –L.C. Matthews  (The Promise)

       “The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom.  To him be glory for ever and ever.  Amen.”
                    –2 Timothy 4:18  (NIV, 1973)
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     If you are somewhat familiar with Greek mythology and history you should recall the Gordian Knot.  It was an intricately tied knot dedicated to Zeus and a prophecy connected to the knot said that whoever could untie it would rule Asia.  On the scene comes Alexander the Great, who was challenged to untie the knot.  Instead of working to untie it, in typical Alexander fashion, he took his sword and slashed through the knot.  A couple of things to mention:  a tangled mess was cut by the power of Alexander’s sword; the second thing is that the rope was now useless.
     Another thought comes from my experiences fishing.  There were a few times I had myself, what is referred to as a “backlash.”  They usually occurred in closed face spinning reels.  In short, it was a tangled nest of fishing line that was a complete aggravation, and often much easier and faster to simply cut it and discard the line rather than take the time to try and untangle it.  
     To think of that backlash reminds me of the words by Sir Walter Scott, “Oh, what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive.”  Don’t think of what you have done to deceive, but glance at the great deceiver.  From the beginning that has been Satan’s method–deception.  What a mess he tries to make of a person’s life.  There seems no way to untangle it.  Divorce, alcohol, split families, lost jobs, and on and on we could add to the tangle.
     Now, let me interject here.  I had three “moms” who raised me:  my Mom, my Grandma, and my Aunt Bern.  What the world would call a tangled mess, a dysfunctional family–a “backlash”–I thought was normal.  In fact, I thought I had it pretty good.  Wow, three moms to watch over me and care for me.  It was a tangle that brought glee to the deceiver, but there was another Person at work–the Holy Spirit.  How many times over my life have I thought and pondered on the words of Paul, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” (Romans 8:28, NIV)
     Whereas Alexander used his power and sword, the Holy Spirit patiently begins to untangle the mess, the backlashed life.  Slowly, methodically, and painstakingly He unravels the mess.  He doesn’t cut and discard, but uses the life before Him.  It may take years, in fact, it may take a lifetime for Him to completely undo the mess of the backlash, the knots that were formed because the devil wanted a life destroyed.  Joseph saw this in his life when he told his brothers the truth of his seemingly “backlash” life.  “But as for you, you meant evil against me; but God meant it for good…” (Genesis 50:20, NKJV)  So don’t be discouraged, the Holy Spirit is working, surely and steadily on each of our lives.
     This Mother’s Day, take time and thank God for your life, your upbringing; even though it may have been a “mess” and difficult, be thankful for those involved knowing that God is using it to work out for His glory.  I am so thankful for my Mom, my Grandma, and my Aunt.